Do you ever look into your fridge at your insulin and get discouraged?

It sucks, every time I open the fridge I'm looking directly at all my insulin that I'll eventually be taking. All that insulin, all those shots, all those carb calculations. All the doctor's visits I've gone to and prescriptions written to accumulate it all. And it's just a never ending cycle.

Knowing that I'll use up all my insulin and I'll have to go schedule a doctor's appointment, to go request the liquid I need to survive, and then pay out the ass for it.