Just need to vent

Currently on my second week of a viral infection, sore throat and the works. Everything with my body is out of sync. My blood sugars are wildly out of control, my cheek has swollen to the size of a baseball because of a sudden tooth/gum infection, and I’m constantly coughing/ vomiting. I’ve been to the doctor and in touch with my endo throughout this whole endeavor but Christ does this suck. I feel as if I’m completely failing with my diabetes. I had just recently gotten my A1c to 8.0 (my lowest since being diagnosed) and this B.S. comes along. Sometimes it just feels as if the world is against me trying to get this horrid disease under control.

End rant.