Most people: man I hope in the future I'll be able to afford a house/a car/kids/to retire/to pay off my debt
Me: man I hope in the future I'll be able to afford insulin to live. I should probably get used to eating less now so I don't use as much. I wonder if I could somehow get it from another country? Is that legal? Would it make sense to move to another country? Is that worth doing? Wait, am I eating less to save insulin or to lose weight? Is this healthy? Is this a relapse? WHY? Will I ever be able to support myself? What kind of life am I going to have? What kind of life do I want? What's realistic? Why does no one care how expensive it is to live with diabetes especially when so many people have it? Am I being too negative? Am I well enough to work today? Why am I always so tired? Is this normal? Am I okay? Is it always going to be like this? Is there anything I can do about it?
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