6 years type 1 diabetic, I can’t do this

Diagnosed when I was 13, never been able to keep my blood sugars in a normal range... spikes all day long.

Just got off work and checked my blood sugar... 442, guess I didn’t need that snack. I was too tired to be active enough to lower my blood sugar.

I can’t ever focus enough to regularly take insulin and check sugars. My days are too busy.

I don’t know what to do any more.