Endo Confession - Something Bad I Used To Do.

I just wanted to confess something pretty bad I used to do. So when I was 12-16 years old I didn't have the motivation to test my Blood Glucose level often so I ended up having 1 BG test per day or less, and they wouldn't be good BGs either. To add to this I would be terrified of getting told off by my strict parents and endo during the appointment when they download the results from the meter, and see how infrequent they were.

So, my cunning teenage self came up with a clever workaround to my anxiety inducing problem... The night before the appointment I would wait until my BG level was in a good range, and then I would change the date/time of my meter and test my BG for each day in the past month, rinse repeat, rinse repeat. I would continue this until an additional 75-100 records had been added for the past 2 months. Yes my fingers were sore... So, when they downloaded the data it looked like I'd taken multiple readings per day in range, which was far from true.

During the appointments the endos were always completely baffled as to why my sugar levels were being recorded as excellent, and yet my HBA1C was around 8.5%-9%.

I'm not sure whether I should be proud of myself for being so cunning or should have been more open. I was a scared teenager what can I say. I think endos should make a point of being more understanding, I've no doubt many others were anxious about their appointments and so weren't completely honest, perhaps not to my level of deception...

Don't worry about me now, I have a pump and G6 using the OpenAPS closed loop on a keto diet and my HBA1C is 6.1%!