Can I please have some words of encouragement:)

Hi I'm sorry if I seem like a baby but I need words of encouragement.

I might be getting a job soon, it would be in a warehouse that my sister and brother in law also work and are assistant managers. It would be a very physically demanding job but I figured it be a good form of exercise. I have always struggled with severe anxiety and I'm scared to keep going forward with the application process because I have not worked since I got diagnosed with type 1. I got diagnosed almost a year ago and I wasn't working because I'm a college student. So it's pretty scary as I'm not sure what to expect.

There's also a huge chance I will lose my health insurance. I'm currently on medi-cal because I am a broke college student. From my understanding if you make too much money and you have to report an income change, you can be kicked off if you make over the limit and since my sister and brother in law work there I have an idea of how much they made starting out, I can possibly be kicked off. Which is terrifying losing the thing that pays for over priced life drug lol. But I try to look at the positives of that I could possibly make enough to get private insurance that could cover more than just the bare minimum. My eye on the prize is a CGM I want one like so bad. (Idk anything about pumps feel free to persuade me lol)

Also I know it's not the safest time to start working but I'm wanting to take a break from college since I'm having doubts about my major and my boyfriend and I need the income. My sister tells me that the company is taking all the precautions of constantly cleaning and have portable handwash and hand sanitizer stations around the warehouse. They also deep clean it daily.

Anyway my anxiety is getting the best of me that they won't want to keep me and I'll have lost my job and insurance and diabetes is going to make me a burden on the Job 😓😓😓 so any words of encouragement or positive stories or advice would be greatly appreciated from others that understand:) thank you 😅

Edit: also sorry if this is a silly question, can diabetes and being on insulin cause you to fail a drug test? I'll have to have an oral drug test done, I had plan to let them know I'm diabetic in case but I was curious if you can get a false positive cause of diabetes or insulin.