Just woke up in ICU sugar was 1147 help

I'm just posting cuz I'm alone in the hospital and scared. I'm a 230lb former martial Arts instructer. I'm currently employed as a traveling merchandiser. I live in Sc usa but work nation wide. I love my job and could never make half my salary with my education 9th grade HS. I became lucid after day 3 and discovered my vision was restricted to just vage shapes and blurry collors. And my first thought was of work. Until I thought"fuck capitalism" if I hadn't spent years breaking my body working 17hr days six days a week for 6 years then maybe my BP WOULDN'T have gotten out of control . I almost certainly wouldn't have sciatica and maybe even would of had time to prevent diabetes. My employer promptly dropped my insurance luckily I had Obama care as well. I'm hearing crazy prices on insulin and I can't know how long I will be laid off for work I only have 2k in the bank to hold me over. Guys I'm scared of what's to come. Thanks for listening guys n gals #BLM #makemedsaffordable

Any kind words would be awesome feeling pretty alone.