Diabetes can be so draining sometimes

I have had type 1 for years, but it can honestly be a struggle sometimes. I had some pizza tonight, and i think i may have put a bit too much insulin than i needed to because my blood sugar will not go up past 100. I wanna get some sleep bruh and it's like the middle of the night rn. I have been drinking juice from a big ass bottle, and i actually had a moment of hope where my bs went up to 104, so i was like S W E E T but then 20 minutes later it dropped to like 79. I just started crying and getting so frustrated. It's just.. really annoying, and it feels really lonely, especially when it's the middle of the night and you're the only one awake. I can't help but get frustrated and cry. I understand that I'm not the only one who goes through this but sometimes i can't help but feel the frustration. So yeah, idk i just wanted to share that. I just felt real alone tonight because of it and wanted to see if anyones been through this or something