18 years

So I have been diagnosed type 1 18 years... Almost to the day. 9 years ago my little girl was born. She is amazing and my world. Today I had to take her to the hospital as she was peeing a lot, drinking a lot, and had a fasting blood glucose of 14.7mmol/L. I know she had a risk, first child and a diabetic dad, but why? I'm not looking for answers, more to vent my frustration. It is what it is and she will kick diabetes ass (as much as that's possible!).