Just had an appointment with my endo and found out my A1C is 5.8 (previous ones were 12, then 7.8, then 6.1). I feel like I should be happier about it, but the constant stress of trying so hard to do everything right is so draining. And for the past month everything has gotten much harder; I'm pretty sure my natural insulin production is trailing off.
A part of me feels a little validation that I'm doing things right, but the idea of trying this hard the rest of my life is daunting. is it time to try a pump? Would that even help? Or will I spend even more time trying to fine tune things ad nauseam? I brought it up with my endo, but she said she doesn't want me making so many changes since I'm still new at this and doing well with MDI. I just want a little break from it so badly. I'm so jealous of people who have a spouse or parent or someone to help at least a little.
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