It's the worst. I say so much stupid shit when I've got a low and I can't work on anything school related because I think that "everything's going to be fine, I'm going to die anyway". I always feel like I've figured out the meaning of life during my lows when I'm really just rambling about nonsense. I'm surprised that I still have friends because I'm pretty sure that I couldn't spend more than 30 seconds without feeling a sudden urge to punch myself in the face because I said something offensive and dumb (which happens a lot, although I'm starting to think that that it might just be because I'm really, really stupid.) Fuck this cunt of a disease.
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