I just want to sleep properly.

It’s 3:15am. I’ve been up for over an hour trying to get my blood sugar down. It went way up to 14 at about 2am for reasons beyond my comprehension - I haven’t eaten anything since around 8, and it seemed stable at 6 mmol/l when I went to bed.

I’m just so exhausted from managing this disease; even with a continuous monitor it’s so difficult. I feel like I’m working two jobs having to stay on top of my diabetes and the rest of my life. I just wish it was a little easier and I could forget about it for a little while.