Just need some help..

Okay I honestly don’t know where else to go, sorry if this isn’t the right format or area but here goes nothing...

I was diagnosed when I was 15 years old. Type 1 diabetic, as a teenager I was on flex pens, didn’t really take care of myself 100% but did pretty good under my parents care. When I was 19 I got myself the tslim original pump, it was amazing, it helped me a ton. Fast forward, I’m now 24 I’ll be 25 in 1 week. I haven’t had insurance in almost a year so I’ve just been being Walmart insulin over the counter and using needles to give me medicine.. I need help guys, I’ve been so depressed for the last few years, it’s been getting out of hand lately.. like really weighing on me, I was never like this before diabetes. I was a top athlete and everything. Now my world is just falling apart..

Anyone got any ideas