I run 300-400 blood sugars pretty much every day.

Depression and alcoholism has really taken a toll on me over the years and because of this I haven’t been taking care of myself like I need too. Iv been in DKA (diabetic keto acidosis) before and still didn’t learn my lesson.

I’m ready to start trying again though and I’m excited to see how different I’ll feel when my a1c comes down, It’s been astronomically high for a very long time. Right now I feel like a 22 year old trapped in a 40 year old mans body from the side effects.

I really hope I can make this change for the better, it would mean the world to me if I could just love myself again and not feel like death all the time. I’m ready to pull myself back up out of this hole I’m in and I just wanted to share with you guys.